I'm so pathetic. Now that I've banned myself from youtube, facebook, and all that icky stuff, I'm stalking the biome forum. The only reason I didn't ban myself from that site is because I figured it's a UNIVERSITY OF TORONTO site and it's loaded with nerds and geeks that I probably wouldn't want to associate with myself anyways.

Okay. WHATEVER. I WILL write tomorrow's exam. I WILL ace it. AND I certainly will move on to write my statistics exam in a good mood.

I just have to CONCENTRATE.

Yo, did I mention that I was anemic? Like... WTF?! Well, I guess I always new I had something, I just thought it was something else. When I was younger, my mom was like, "You are 貧血. You need to eat more." I asked her what, "貧血" was in English and she said it meant I didn't have enough blood. So I don't know why, I just thought it translated into anorexia. LOL. And I was like, "DUDE, I'm so not anorexic!!! Clearly my doctor doesn't know what he's talking about."

So all these years my mom has been going on and on about eating because of this 貧血 thing that I have. Until FINALLY, last Thursday, I went to the doctor's to get my note to defer my exams, and I conveniently asked him, what 貧血 was. And he was like, "It's anemia." And I was like... WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ANEMIA?!?!?!?!!? And he's like, "Uh... yeah..." And I'm like, "Is it bad???" LMFAO.

Whatever. Clearly, I fail. At everything. So I went home for the weekend and I told my mom and she's like, "THAT'S WHY YOU SHOULDN'T BE DIETING AND ONLY EATING PLANTS!!! I TOLD YOU!!!!!!!!"

And I was like, "You said I was 貧血!!! Not anemic!!!" And she goes, "They're the same thing!!!!"

"I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THE CHINESE VERSION OF IT!!!"

Ugh... I have to do more research. I'm SURE anemic people can be pescetarian. It's hard. I am having the occasional meat though just because I'm slowly trying to move my body into only fish and vegetables. I don't want to stress my body out too much since I was such a meat-lover.

Yesterday my third aunt came over and she's like, "You've gained weight!!!" And I was like, "WHAT?!" I've been eating two meals, sometimes only one, a day for like a month now and you're telling me I've gained weight?! I've cut out junk food, fat, a big portion of meat. Most my meals consists of vegetables, fruits, oats and nuts. AND YOU'RE TELLING ME I'VE GAINED WEIGHT?!

And the thing is, she's the aunt that tells it like it is. So I know she's not lying. Unlike my mom, who's always like, "Steph, you're not fat. You're just 飽滿." UGH.

Yeah, that's right. CHINESE FOO. I can write Chinese! My Chinese skills have definitely improved ever since I lived with the two psychos.

Anyways, I'm hoping I'm going to keep this blog for a while. LOL. I can't believe how many blogs I've gone through. I've finally given into the twitter craze. I don't have followers nor am I following anyone, which is fine with me since I want to keep this a relatively private and personal thing.

STEPHANIE Don't try to understand me.
I live in complete chaos. Too much work. Too much fun. And too little time to myself.
Dramas, movies, music, dance and art take over a big portion of my life.
But my time is divided upon science.
I want to become a doctor. Of some kind. Change the world. *enter cliche moment*
Yes, sorry. I don't believe art can change the world.
I think art people come up with excuses to make their jobs seem more worthwhile and meaningful. Just kidding...
I don't know what else to write here, but to be honest, I can never fully describe myself because I'm just... disarray of... stuff.

I'm so pathetic. Now that I've banned myself from youtube, facebook, and all that icky stuff, I'm stalking the biome forum. The only reason I didn't ban myself from that site is because I figured it's a UNIVERSITY OF TORONTO site and it's loaded with nerds and geeks that I probably wouldn't want to associate with myself anyways.

Okay. WHATEVER. I WILL write tomorrow's exam. I WILL ace it. AND I certainly will move on to write my statistics exam in a good mood.

I just have to CONCENTRATE.

Yo, did I mention that I was anemic? Like... WTF?! Well, I guess I always new I had something, I just thought it was something else. When I was younger, my mom was like, "You are 貧血. You need to eat more." I asked her what, "貧血" was in English and she said it meant I didn't have enough blood. So I don't know why, I just thought it translated into anorexia. LOL. And I was like, "DUDE, I'm so not anorexic!!! Clearly my doctor doesn't know what he's talking about."

So all these years my mom has been going on and on about eating because of this 貧血 thing that I have. Until FINALLY, last Thursday, I went to the doctor's to get my note to defer my exams, and I conveniently asked him, what 貧血 was. And he was like, "It's anemia." And I was like... WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ANEMIA?!?!?!?!!? And he's like, "Uh... yeah..." And I'm like, "Is it bad???" LMFAO.

Whatever. Clearly, I fail. At everything. So I went home for the weekend and I told my mom and she's like, "THAT'S WHY YOU SHOULDN'T BE DIETING AND ONLY EATING PLANTS!!! I TOLD YOU!!!!!!!!"

And I was like, "You said I was 貧血!!! Not anemic!!!" And she goes, "They're the same thing!!!!"

"I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THE CHINESE VERSION OF IT!!!"

Ugh... I have to do more research. I'm SURE anemic people can be pescetarian. It's hard. I am having the occasional meat though just because I'm slowly trying to move my body into only fish and vegetables. I don't want to stress my body out too much since I was such a meat-lover.

Yesterday my third aunt came over and she's like, "You've gained weight!!!" And I was like, "WHAT?!" I've been eating two meals, sometimes only one, a day for like a month now and you're telling me I've gained weight?! I've cut out junk food, fat, a big portion of meat. Most my meals consists of vegetables, fruits, oats and nuts. AND YOU'RE TELLING ME I'VE GAINED WEIGHT?!

And the thing is, she's the aunt that tells it like it is. So I know she's not lying. Unlike my mom, who's always like, "Steph, you're not fat. You're just 飽滿." UGH.

Yeah, that's right. CHINESE FOO. I can write Chinese! My Chinese skills have definitely improved ever since I lived with the two psychos.

Anyways, I'm hoping I'm going to keep this blog for a while. LOL. I can't believe how many blogs I've gone through. I've finally given into the twitter craze. I don't have followers nor am I following anyone, which is fine with me since I want to keep this a relatively private and personal thing.

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